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[Feb. 8th, 2011|04:07 pm] |
Had a dream i was hanging in a swampy, eerie voodoo town filled only with a few adults and the rest children dressed as indians (lost boy, peter pan style). They believed in not dealing with the outside law & made their own laws & punished their own. Their ruler was this tall man who barely spoke. They scalped a boy as punishment, that's when my mom turned to me and said "We gotta get out of here." I broke into a house with my friend. The house was filled with nic-naks & porcelain dolls. It was dimly lit all the way through and halls were lined in burgundy carpet. We accidentally woke up the owner and i ran down the stairs and out the front door but they already knew it was me.
So the next day when the sun was up they found me and friend hiding, took us outside and said they wouldn't kill us, but as punishment we had to be hung up on crucifix's. my friend said that wasn't so bad. So we started to get them ready and i woke up.
My other dream, the night before last, i kissed a glam rock god. that was awesome. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2011|03:56 pm] |
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Just swinging by. Hangin' with Rosie Posie. She totally hates "Mixed Cereal & Apples" baby food. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2011|04:13 am] |
my dreams are really crazy again. they don't weird me out anymore. like when i used to have reoccuring ones as a kid, then lucid nightmares, then just gory nightmares.
you get used to them. i feel i should document some of the more memorable ones but i'm tired right now. have a good one. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2011|04:05 am] |
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People say after you have a baby, the way you think, act and even smell can change.
I don't know if this is the effect of that but i totally like romantic comedies now. HAHA (although i always did love Monster In Law with J.Lo).
I can't stand gross smells now, i used to have a stomach of steel and now someone's b.o. would seriously make me gag. It's crazy. I couldn't even put one of john's sweaty ugly wifebeaters in the washer one day because i caught a wiff of it.
(if that's t.m.i. i'm sorry?).
I hate crime shows now. i used to love c.s.i., 48 hours mystery, 20/20 but now that stuff freaks me out! and 48 hours depresses the crap out of me. i don't want to know about anymore fucked up shit, ever.
and the only weird craving i had when i was pregnant was near the end i wanted steak every night. that is seriously strange for me, because me not pregnant, is highly disgusted by steak. i hate the word "steak", it makes me feel uncomfortable and grosses me out.
and i would smear peanut butter on my rice krispies treats. Which i don't think is weird. It's delicious. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2010|06:22 pm] |
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I never realized what a resentful person i could have the possibility of being. i let the past eat me alive. its pretty hard to pull the reigns and try to chill myself down sometimes. otherwise i end up in a bad mood most of the day. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2010|02:03 pm] |
My horoscope for the month:
"The focus is on your career right now, and you can no longer disregard your inner cry for more autonomy. Follow your instincts about where your true talents lie and you can grab a big break. A painful past makes you guard your feelings, but such self-protection can lead to isolation and missed opportunities."
so crazy how much sense that made. why am i doing this to myself? because that is exactly what i am doing currently and it can't just come to a hault. i hate how i push people away and i don't mean too. so what do i do? just go fucking hide under a rock somewhere? that actually doesn't sound bad as long as i have a supply of m&m dq blizzards. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2010|09:50 pm] |
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Karma needs to take affect less subtley on a lot of people, i think. Surprise 'em with a bang instead of a little extra change at the grocery store or a step in dog shit. |
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